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Read this if you're new (or bored...).
2004-06-30 - 2:50 p.m.
Not Bad.
I am not a horrible person. Ok. I just have to keep telling myself that. So... why is that? Well, I don't kick puppies... ... I have been tempted to kick cats, though. I love little kids... ... But don't plan to devote my entire life to caring for them. Selfish, some might say. I'll drop what I'm doing to help people... ... Because I beleive they're more worthy of my time than I am. Also, if I say no, I'm being selfish. I have good friends and a boyfriend who loves me... ...And I know I piss them off constantly. If I was a better person, I wouldn't. Also, if I was a better person, wouldn't I be more likeable and have more friends? I'm creative and, technically, a good writer... ...who's never finished a story. Plus, technical skills mean nothing if your story doesn't entertain or, at the very least, inform in an accessible way. I'm a staunch beleiver in preparedness, not only for my own sake but for the sake of those around me... ... Even if I do always manage to miss something vital and get blindsided. I'm intelligent... ...Just lazy. Well, if I was all that smart, I would have foreseen the consequences and been more industrious. I'm in touch with my emotions... ...Not that that's ever been a good thing for me. Ok, I can accept that I'm not a horrible person. But I'm still not convinced I'm all that good...
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