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Read this if you're new (or bored...).
2004-03-19 - 2:30 p.m.
Awwww...
This is weird... I'm worried about something, but instead of getting depressed or anxious, I'm more... curious. Maybe because it's like a puzzle... it's bothering me, because I know I *can* solve it, I just don't see th answer. This is weird for me. I think I like it. And I'm not even on anything. So here's the thing... my BF is in Spain, if you've been keeping track, you know that. And he wants to show me at least some of the stuff he's seen, and beleive me, I want to see it, too. Thing is, I want to be able to show him things, too. And there is stuff here to be shown. I was thinking about the art museum, for one. But he's said before, he doubts it'll be as impressive as the Metropolitan Museum of Art. And now, who knows what else he's seen. He may go to the Louvre by the time he gets back. So I see two possible problems, the first potentially leading to the second. First, if I take him to one of these places, will he be bored? Which is really just a logistics issue. Second, if he's bored or even unimpressed, and I'm awed (like I usually am in these places), what will that say about either of us? On some level, I worry about seeming unsophistocated... like if someone who grew up in a big city were to show me around, and I'd never seen a skyscraper before. They're cool and all, but if you're used to them, the "wow" factor decreases. I guess that's a perfect example of what I was worrying about. If I'm the only one who's impressed anymore, well, does that reflect on me? I want him to see these things that absolutely awe me... and I'm afraid he won't be impressed by them... or me. Because feelings of awe are something that need to be shared where possible.
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